Why

Dear Tommy,


I'm making this for you, because last night I was convinced in my head something more awful than what did happen did, and I couldn't face it. I honestly never knew how much I actually needed you or loved you. That's the way it is, when you think you're going to loose something you see it's true value.


Well, Tommy you are priceless. No one could replace you, I couldn't breathe, I couldn't eat, I slept out of sheer exhaustion and the fact that way I wouldn't remember anything. Waking up I was fine until I remembered, because I thought you weren't there.


Tommy, I love you. I really do. All I wanted to tell you was that if we don't last, I want to give it the best damn shot. The best, nothing less.


I love you Babydoll


Lea xxx