I'm pretty sure you won't get this reference, and if you do then I'll be very happy, if not I can enlighten you! It's an epic song, though I only mean that line....it's actually about fans and a band. It's cool, extremely ravey, AND makes me wanna dance. Now I've actually forgotten what I was going to say...
But yeah, I got it. I think, I have. Or this is a little tangent and odd ramblings. Well, that is what I'm like: completely hopeless. More so than you think, you know when you meet me you won't recognise me scrap that, I can sound smart and mature but I'm not. I have my times, but I act really stupid and really immature, I spent most of a shopping trip looking at children's clothes! I bought Spiderman patches, for fuck's sake. I'm nothing like who you want me to be, I can't and I never will. I played lego at a sleepover, and piggy-in-the-middle, I was the most immature and I was the oldest by a year and a bit. I had a ton of fun, and yes, you heard the phone call, we were sucking up Haribos! That's not even me being particularly odd, or immature, more like the tip of an ice berg.
I'm not always being mature or behaving, I have hours where the littelest thing makes me giggle. I'm honestly still a child, and I don't want to grow up because I'm actually happy being this way. I love being immature a lot, I have more fun. It's just the way I am.
I'm not always being mature or behaving, I have hours where the littelest thing makes me giggle. I'm honestly still a child, and I don't want to grow up because I'm actually happy being this way. I love being immature a lot, I have more fun. It's just the way I am.
I love you Babydoll
Lea xxx
Who wants to grow up...you know my issues....you know we fit..
ReplyDeletehe tip of that iceberg sparkles so much that i just want to dive the depths....whatever the cost....
I love you babydoll. xx
I only just read this.
ReplyDeleteI don't know what to say, I want to hide and run away. But I can't.
I have to grow up now, I have to because otherwise I can't cope. I'm not growing up into an adult, more like someone who has a clue what to do. But I lie, I'm not growing up more like looking for someone to fix everything and tell me the right things to do. I'm lost.
Whatever the cost? The cost is too much and unfair,
I am toxic water.
Waiting to infect.
Bleed out and drain.
The only ice here that sparkles here,
Was never meant to be,
It lures you in,
Looking soft, innocent, gentle.
Deceptive, quick, a wound to the heart.
I didn't think much when I wrote that, but it's true.
Babydoll,I miss you.
xxx